Nessa Barrett - dying on the inside

[00:00.06] You should take it as a compliment [00:03.11] If I were you, I would be more confident [00:06.97] You're lucky that you're pretty [00:08.63] Why are you obsessed with your appearance? [00:12.98] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine [00:16.01] It's been my best-kept secret for a while now [00:20.64] No one ever sees it, but it's all around [00:24.02] It's the dinner conversation no one talks about [00:27.91] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down [00:33.16] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade [00:36.86] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything [00:40.65] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive [00:46.31] They're all like [00:48.47] "Did you change your hair?" [00:49.92] "Did you lose a little weight?" [00:52.39] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great" [00:55.93] I hate that I always look my best [01:00.52] When I'm dying on the inside [01:04.38] [01:08.37] When I'm dying on the inside [01:11.90] [01:17.19] I wish I could break the mirror [01:19.90] That makes me feel like I should fucking disappear [01:23.91] And drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears [01:27.62] No matter what I try, they always seem to come back to life [01:33.72] What if I didn't do this to my body? [01:37.40] What if I quit and then you don't want me? [01:40.99] The dinner conversation no one talks about [01:44.76] Don't know how much longer I can keep this down [01:49.86] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade [01:53.94] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything [01:57.31] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive [02:03.07] They're all like [02:05.21] "Did you change your hair?" [02:06.62] "Did you lose a little weight?" [02:09.04] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great" [02:12.64] I hate that I always look my best [02:17.21] When I'm dying on the inside [02:20.56] [02:25.05] When I'm dying on the inside [02:28.49] [02:32.48] When I'm dying on the inside [02:33.53] You should take it as a compliment [02:36.86] If I were you, I would be more confident [02:40.55] You're lucky that you're pretty [02:42.20] Why are you obsessed with your appearance? [02:46.32] I don't wanna hear it, you're fine [02:51.26] Beauty is a knife I've been holding by the blade [02:55.07] Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything [02:58.85] It's all a lie, honestly, it's eating me alive [03:04.56] They're all like [03:06.70] "Did you change your hair?" [03:08.17] "Did you lose a little weight?" [03:10.63] "You should keep it up 'cause it really looks great" [03:14.10] I hate that I always look my best [03:18.87] When I'm dying on the inside [03:20.25]